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Name: Benjamin
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 9/3/1984
Gender: Male


Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 3/9/2004

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

What up, who's still out there.


Friday, June 25, 2004

I wrote this poem when I got home from work and realized how much I don't witness to those around me. Or even bring up God at all in my daily life. And why? Because it is unconfortalbe and I like being ez going. Also when I saw that I am not ofended by corse joking and stuff. So this kind of show's how I feel when I choose my way instead of God's


My heart sinks within my chest

For a failure to choose that witch is best

My deed’s do not always reflect

What I have chosen for my crest

My savior’s seal, His emblem I poses

But what a sorry witness I make

When I lack the gumption to redirect were the topic has digressed


Saturday, June 19, 2004

Well life is I hope slowing to a more normal pace where I can give everything the attention I need to. I was talking to one of my freinds the other day about relying on God for emtional stablity or balnce in my life and I thought it was a bad thing. But when I looked at it again I see that it not as bad as I thought. To have a realtionship with God we respond to His love by loving him back and love is a vary emotional thing it is totolly conected to body, mind and spirt. Maybe just, just maybe that's why Jesus gave us the instruction to love the lord our God with all our mind, our strangth, and our soul. So through your self in God's love because it the only love that will never harm but only cause growing pians but even in that your still moving for in what is best, and that's what God is, The Best.


Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Fasting is no fun, but is really helping me get some stuff worked out. I had no idea I let so much in and I asked God to show me all the stuff thats wrong in my life and He has. I'm not liking what I see...Pride, lust,anger,judgmentalness. well I really don't feel like doing this so latter.



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